A lovely Complex

Well I watched a new anime called 'Lovely Complex' it is about a girl who is too tall and a boy who is too short, and how they are great friends. Though The girl, Risa slowly grows fond of the boy. She tries so hard to win his affections and he is so dense that he never notices until her heart is so far into it, she gets to cry every day.

Its so sweet but, now I am feeling a bit depressed. Love isnt like some Anime or soap opera, its complicated. It makes me wonder sometimes where the people who create this shit get the idea that things like this happen? A girl doesnt just fall in love with some guy and cry every five minutes in ront of him and usually in the end he doesnt accept her if she does.

Boys and girls arent so smart. We dont understand other people's feelings like that. If you cry or get pissed at us we just think your being stupid, and we dont get why your making a fuss.

Anyway that made me think about Dale and I, not  that I love him or anything like that. Its just he reminded me of this show, because he is like that annoying boy, who doesnt understand that I am trying to be his friend. That I am trying to help him out. He is too dense.

So he is pissed at me because I am going out tomorrow with Aaron. So what? Aaron is a good friend if  I want to go places I can. Also if I want to kiss Aaron or suck his toe I can too. (Not that I would but, I can if I want!)

So, basically I am pissed off. Dale is acting like a girl and here I am being sensible telling him I will hang out with who I want too. Who is more of a man? Me. That makes me sick too. I might as well get testosterone and fucking grow a penis. I would be more of a man than any boy I know.

So enough of that I guess.

I just want everyone to know if one day you meet a William Bennett and he is damn sexy. .its going to be me.